Weekends

If you are anything like me you find it hard to stay focused with your eating on the weekends. lately it seems even harder because of parties and get-togethers. For the most part I do pretty good I am pretty much used to staying away from the really tempting stuff but my sweet tooth seems to be insane since I have turned over a new leaf. I am convinced it was always there but back in the day when I'd rather have a second helping of meat-n-potatoes I never had room for dessert. Now that I am not shoveling in fried foods and bread by the basket full there's room for dessert. Guess what I have it. It may be in the form of a spoonful of my favorite peanut butter or a cookie or maybe even a slice of cake but I chose to have a smaller serving or maybe just a bite to satisfy a craving. 6'& Sexxy sent me a pic today, I think was taken in 2004 at her baby shower. You know the kind of pic I'm speaking of, the candid shot. I laugh when I see 200+lb old photos of myself because I know that chunky girl is gone forever and I don't miss her one bit. When other people see those types of pics of me most say they can't remember me at that size. I think that is so wonderful that chunky girl is fading from minds. I do always however have to acknowledge that she did exist to be sure to never let her take over again.